hardcore*-

"Deep down, everyone wants to believe they can be hardcore.
But being hardcore isn’t just about being tough. It’s about acceptance.
Sometimes you have to give yourself permission to not be hardcore for once. You don’t have to be tough every minute of every day.
It’s okay to let down your guard.
In fact there are moments when it’s the best thing you can possibly do…
as long as you choose your moments wisely."

feels so good when I stop.-

Maybe we like the pain. Maybe we're wired that way. Because without it, I don't know; maybe we just wouldn't feel real. What's that saying? Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer? Because it feels so good when I stop.

... .. . .*[talking 0nly me and y0u]*. . .. ...

... .. .If i told you things i did before
told you how i used to be
would you go along with someone like me
if you knew my story word for word
had all of my history would you go along with someone like me... .. ....
.. .i did before and had my share
it didn't lead nowhere i would go along with someone like you
it doesn't matter what you did
who you were hanging with
we could stick around
and see this night through... .. ....

.. .and we don't care about the young folks
talkin' 'bout the young style
and we don't care about the old folks talkin'
'bout the old style too and
we don't care about their own faults talkin'
'bout our own style all we care 'bout is talking talking only me and you...

.. .usually when things has gone this far
people tend to disappear
no one will surprise me
unless you do
i can tell there's something goin'
on hours seems to disappear
everyone is leaving
i'm still with you... ..

.... .. .it doesn't matter what we do
where we are going too
we can stick around and see this night through... ..

couting to 100

Never been much good on my own

So I'm tryin' to find somebody else

Never been good at findin' much except this 

Loneliness all by myself

Spottin' you ain't been easy,

I could use once hand, maybe two

And I had that spot right beside me baby

That waited there just for you

And you go hide

And I'll come seek

Maybe someday in the middle

We just might meet

because I'm counting to a hundred

And I promise I won't peek

As you go hide and I come seek.

Now, how much longer will this game go on

I guess time will tell

But I hate to hear that you're all alone

Overlooked in search of someone else.